Sunday, June 24, 2012

Monday, June 18, 2012

96 lbs

Im fat guys Ew

Sunday, June 17, 2012


i took 4 aspirin 4 diuretics and a green tea pill last night all at once I'm nasouses and weak and I feel like shit but I need to hang on somehow and that's how I'm doing it

Saturday, June 16, 2012


Just some random ones that I took while I have been away

I need help

I need help so much my highs and lows are so bad that I can barely hang on anymore. I would give anything to cut to have the feeling the razor running across my skin the blood seeping out the numbness that comes. I want that but I have promises but fuck do I want to fucking break that promise so bad.

I haven't gotten out of bed all day that's how bad I'm getting I go to work when I have to and come back home to my bed. I hate that I'm like this. I'm going to the movies later with my sister to see snow white and the huntsman. The boy is going out tonight. He knows how bad I am and it's killing me that I can't b perfect and happy and just ok for him

I'm back

Sorry guys that I disappeared for while I'm not doing to well. I'm depressed suicidal and bout 97 lbs mayb less. I'm trying so hard to hang on to make it thru I've made promises to ppl to my boyfriend to my one friend that I wouldn't leave them. I'm scared and lost I feel so helpless I'm going to try and ask for help in July when my insurance comes thru