Sunday, October 21, 2012

I've gained weight

I'm getting a stomach

Thursday, October 18, 2012


Here's an update on me I've been doing ok I guess recovery is very hard but I keep trying therapist weighs me every week I've been 105.2 for the past 2 weeks that's after breakfast the session and in clothes so idk what my real weight is

Saw my psychiatrist lil while ago I don't like her she made it seem like I'm do for a suicide attempt because I have never had one. She didnt believe me when I said I've never had one its like really already

My therapist wants me at 115 lbs an that number just scares me so much she feels like I'm doing to much at once cause during my one maniacs moment I applied for school so I'm going for pharmacy tech

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Monday, October 1, 2012

Think my foot is broken


I can't do anything right everything I seem to do is wrong I'm sorry that I'm not perfect the perfect person worker girlfriends I tried so hard to b perfect and I just can't. I'm sorry I'm Klumzy sorry that im always hurt sorry that I'm bipolar sorry that I'm anorexic just sorry. I give the fuck up