Thursday, October 18, 2012


Here's an update on me I've been doing ok I guess recovery is very hard but I keep trying therapist weighs me every week I've been 105.2 for the past 2 weeks that's after breakfast the session and in clothes so idk what my real weight is

Saw my psychiatrist lil while ago I don't like her she made it seem like I'm do for a suicide attempt because I have never had one. She didnt believe me when I said I've never had one its like really already

My therapist wants me at 115 lbs an that number just scares me so much she feels like I'm doing to much at once cause during my one maniacs moment I applied for school so I'm going for pharmacy tech


  1. Just found your blog, I really like it. I'm certainly not in recovery anymore.. well actually my body still is my head is going in the opposite direction! Good luck!

  2. I'm glad you're doing well. That sounds a bit ridiculous to accuse you of being due for an attempt. Just b'coz you've troubles doesn't mean you're due.

    Hang in there okay hun? I hope your schooling goes well too!

    All the best,
    Kii xxoo

  3. I do have to say congrats on applying for school and Pharm Tech is a very very good field to get into. I know that things feel hard but I still have total faith in you.

  4. <3 Unfair psych, but you know the truth. Keep on going honey, you deserve so much better than this.

    <3 Love you.