Been purging

I hate it so much been doin it 2-3 times a day and I'm not even binging my weight is 99-100lbs an I hate that too I'm starting to restrict again I can't help it therapy start the 23 I need to be smaller

And my Xanax I'm only suppose to take it when I need it but be been taking it once a day I can't go without it

I feel like I'm spiraling

I feel like I'm spiralling out of control lately. My therapy starts August 23 and I'm freaking out. I purged twice yesterday I'm 99.8 lbs right now And I want to b between 90-95 lbs before then

Doc actually referred to me as anorexic today

And I'm being put in Xanax

Therapy

My therapy starts August 23
Any advice on what to expect

Was in the er

I'm ok he sent me home he's baffled doesn't know exactly what is was saying low potassium and anxiety Attack I went in with shakes shortness of breathe and chest aches

Emailed insurance company

I emailed my insurance company today to see of they cover behavorial health now it's just a waiting game

Captain Luna willow

Hey Hun yeah sorry I can't b on those sites right now I hope no one is worried in trying to recover I'm up to 99 lbs it's so hard I haven't hide my scars in awhile and noone says anything either do yeah

How are u doing?