Doc tryin to scare me

They are saying that I could die if I don't stop this soon that my kidneys will fail of I don't stop the diuretics if I ever need a transplant I won't get it cause of my anorexia diagnosis

Getting help

I start outpatient partial hospitalization today here's the paper of what I do everyday

Is this infected?

It's burns from boiling water

The countdown starts over

I purged yesterday so today is a new start having some hot chocoloate and lil Ice cream later a muffin and mayb some tomatoes then I have dinner with the boy later

Day and half with out purging

Yay I'm doing good so far

Been purging

I hate it so much been doin it 2-3 times a day and I'm not even binging my weight is 99-100lbs an I hate that too I'm starting to restrict again I can't help it therapy start the 23 I need to be smaller

And my Xanax I'm only suppose to take it when I need it but be been taking it once a day I can't go without it

I feel like I'm spiraling

I feel like I'm spiralling out of control lately. My therapy starts August 23 and I'm freaking out. I purged twice yesterday I'm 99.8 lbs right now And I want to b between 90-95 lbs before then

Doc actually referred to me as anorexic today

And I'm being put in Xanax