11/30/11

So I weighed myself the other day it was like the first time in bout 2 weeks I've been trying to do better eat a little more try to beat this disease u know how it is. According to my calorie counting app I have suppose to eat 1600 calories a day to maintain my weight I've been under everyday since u got the thing had it about a week the being on my feet all day at working walking around burns like 700-900 calories depending on how long I work

So yeah back to the weight I'm still 98 lbs haven't gained or lose I know I should be eating more but I can't imagine eating anymore then I already am I still wish the number was way lower but at least I haven't gained

So my head was doing pretty good for 2weeks it wasn't bugging me as much I was ok but then yesterday came and I'm a total mess but I'm trying to deal wit it

So I did some retail therapy pictures to follow I got a Vera Wang purse from kohls and thus sweater skirt from work the skirt was in the girls section it's an close and it fits almost perfect it's so cute on me

Outfit

So this is what I decided to wear to work today it's lighter then jeans and stuff so the should hopefully be less today on my 8 hour shift

11/29/11

My fibromyalgia is killing me right now I'm in so much pain I can't even lay on my bed I have a pillow underneath my body trying to cushion it yeah it's not working at all the pain goes Fromm back the whole back and it shots to my chest my legs ankles I can't lay still at all cause it hurts to bad to lay still I have to try and keep moving do much for sleeping cause the pain is just way to much I don't wish this pain on anyone it's chronic pain it's bad really bad and when it gets this bad my clothes hurt me so that means for the next couple days no jeans or nething it's leggings or tights with a long baggy shirt it's the loosest things I have the looser the better when the pain is this bad and them add in the nasousness and headache from my concussion not good day at all

At least I have off today first day off in two weeks I'm just going to do laundry and relax lay in bed watch tv steal my brothers computer go online get my music off my iPod onto my iPhone just a relaxing day I even left work two hours early last night it was really slow we are over hours I normally wouldn't go home early but I was really dizzy that day so I did

11/27/11

Working with a concussion sucks complete ass it's so hard and barely functioning my head is pounding I'm shaky dizzy weak idk where I am half out of it im just walking around in a daze

K back to work love u all

11/26/11

I'm pretty sure I gave myself a concussion. I hit my head yesterday hard on the corner of the dresser I was bending down to unplug my brothers iPod speaker/charger cause I had iPod on and yeah when I stood up hit the corner my head has a cut and bruise have a pounding headache get dizzy I zone out a lot and I can't concentrate everyone is telling me to go to the emergency room but there's no point cause they can't do anything for it besides rest and becareful

I worked 10-6 today I was just in my own lil world all day everyone just key me be do my own thing cause I told them I could possibly have concussion

I was bad bought stuff at work should of but got fleece zip up hoodies 3 graphic tees one say love it it's purple and long sleeve the other two are thirst so cute candy land and light bright I couldn't pass those up

Already took six ibuprofen today to help with the pain but I always still have a headache so I'm going to just lay here and watch tv the boy bought be seasons 1-6 of supernatural and first season of pretty little liars going to start with pretty little liars

I love u all thank u so much for always being there for me ur comments mean the world to me

Outfit

11/25/11

Ugh had this hole post typed then I posted it in wrong section so had to delete it yeah that's how tired I am sleep deprivation sucks ass really bad

Worked overnight shift 1145pm-845 this morning I didn't sleep the night before and only slept 5 hours the night before that just took a 2 hour nap I need more sleep but my body is so tired it won't sleep at all we were all losing it at work it was busy the first 3 hours the registers kept freezing it was just one person after another after another but that point we were done none of us slept and we kept cracking up over the stupidest things I almost passed out too I had to grab onto the wall I was leaning on cause started to go black

I ate to much already a bananas fun size pack skittles 8 holiday cookies cinnamon raisin bagel and slice pudding pie u needed the sugar to keep going but my poor stomach didn't like it at all

Going to go lay down for lil more have to get up shower eventually hanging wit the boy tonite

Love u all hope ur well