u know what im just gonna type the way i want to and if u guys dont like it then dont read it i dont want to change who i am when im writing my resumes and cover letters of course i type better i just have to but this blog is about me and u have to realizxe that when im writing or typing im usually a maniac mess stressed adn freakking out so u get what u get u dont like it dont read it i know iw ill prob lose alot of followers i have what nearly 400 now or soemtihng so that has to mean something doesnt it.
im spiralling out of control i feel like i just cant contorl nething nemore i sat down with my book and figured out myu bills yeah im fucked ima go tot he bank today to make sure what i have written down is right and ifi t is then yeah after my car and credit cards i have $29 left and i need gas and i have a $30 copay next week ugh fuck me i guess ima have to borrow money from some1 i dont wanna borrow from my parnets cause they will hold it over my head forever cause they suck and the boy said he would help but i dont wanna take money from him either and i dont wanna use my credit cards cause well they are nearly maxed out and the interest is killing me i will figure it out i guess
y cant life just give me a break for once in my life i dont wanna struggle i dont wanna feel like im drowning i just wanna b content thats all i want is that to much to aks for well app it is fuck my life
mich- yup thats what i have and it sucks so much im trying to find a job u know with my own insurance but if i dont by the time im kicked off my parents ima try and get state insurance idk if that will b ne better thoguth app they ahve this hole 80/20 rule i fucking hate everything and ur right ima type how i want to.
desesperee- i live in that area hun not far from the hosital either but to work in a hopsital they want u to have medical expereince or a somekine of medical degree trust me i tried and im interview at this palce in behtlehem called gateway funding i just need a better job
o and im sorry bout ur bill how did u pay it or did they fix it for u well u guys are gonna hate me cause im going back to typing how i want to i dont understand how its hard to read its just a few tyupos and shorthand how is that hard to figure out and i fi lose followers then so b it