we just went to texa roadhouse on friday i just got the country veg plate u get to pick 4 sides so yeah might b awerid combo but igot apple saugh, fries, seasond rice, and seasonal veggies. theonly thingi ate all of was teh fries ha. the rice portion was like overflowing out of the cup but i like it i can just nibble at 4 differentt hings and it keeps teh boy happy o yeah and also worked 10-7 that day crazy i know
so i had off of work on saturday i know its a miracle so i cleaned my car hour and 45mins later yup i do it all washi t dry it windows tires but app i didnt do it good enough caus ei missed spots and the boy pointedit out i cant help it it was hot as hell out and it dried to quickly an di cant reach the middle of the roof try to do better next time. i relaxed alil and then went tot he gym first time in like 2 weeks but i did 65mins on elly and burnt 470 cals my legs are hurting today thats what i get for not going for awhile but work got in the way.
we went mini golfing at nite and of course i camin last what else is new but im alwasy offiical score keeper but i dont cheat im a very fair person :) and then we went to applebees after for half price appetizers my tummy didnt like me for that but we did was insidious after i dont get that movie i made it all the way to the end when the dad like astroprojected then i gave in to tmy droopy eyes and slept ali but really id ont get the movie whats so scary bout iti didnt jump or neting i just dont get it mayb someone can explain it to me ugh
so my uncle txte dmy yestertday about the job hes been trying to get me for nearly a year now well not a year mayb 6 months but whatever im just aobut ot giv eup hope cause if he hasnt been able to get me in yet then whats teh point but he txted me said some1 in th billing dept got fired and he reminded his boss about me i just nee da jobout of retail i will wait this week out ifi dont hear nething i will apply to more jobs i here hunterdon medical center is hiring so i will apply there yeahits a lil bit of a drive for me but theres nuttin around me so what am i gonna do
we planned out 2 days of boys vacation hes off for a week again the last week of july so i took 2 days off one day we are going to hersehy we arent trying to get all our friends to go well hes friends mine by default but u know and then the other day its me and him day gonna go to the one bigger mall he wants to look around since our mall sucks and this one is like 3 stories it will prob b crowded and i will go nuts but when i withhimits ok
my eating idk what to think about it nemore i really dont its just all over th eplace and i jsut dk i wanna lose some weigth by thetime we go to the park im 106 lbs right now so i need to lose soemthing at least cause ijust hate that number
on a sad note my neighboy well across the street neighbor hung himself on friday u know how hard it is to walk out the my hose to c hes truck sitting there to look at hes house and to knowu arent going to c him again he was a nice guy he would do nething for neone he had alive in girlfriend a daughter as well and a daughter in florida that he just was getting in connect witha gain he had palns to move done to florida to hes parenst house they were redoing above teh garage for him for an appt yeah him and the liv ein girlfriend we having issues but dont we all but know hes not here and we just found out he has mental issues nuttin wrong with that he stopped taking hes meds its just ugh so hard to think about and then it starts all this other questions adn doubts and my head is just going a mile a minute yeah ive htough bout suicide i willl never ever go thru with it though no matter how low my lows are i would never ever take myself away from the boyand causemy family that pain i cause them enough pain just my living and my eating disorder
so yeah i just rambled there relax time for alil then work 12-630 thers this cute dress iw ant at work and i was waiting for it to go on sale but we jsut got it and its selling quickly so the boy ssaid i should just get it for i have so today iw ll go in and c if they have my size in the color i want hopefullyt hey do if nto i will get a different color