5/2/10

so 2day i decided to have a lazy day cause i dont get them much since im always always working well shocker here i actallu have a day off yes :) so the plan for today is:
* to go on pt and dp for a while well i'll prob check in thru out the day
* look up hotels for our trip to balitmore in july
* read all the updates on the facfics i read im so behind
* finish the one fic im readin now
* lots and lots of crunches thru out the day
* mayb start a new book i have a pil eof 12 i have to read til im allowed to go back to barnes and nobles to get more (yes im a book addict deal with it)
* i was even thinking of starting to write again i havent written in years and i realized that i missed it even though i usck at grammer and shit i do love to write
* i should prob wrok on updating my krsiten stewart site i swear my ed takes over an di totally forget about it for months at a time
* and lastely prob watch a moive i have my bootleg copy of "brothers" to watch yet

yesterday i was 107 lbs im slowly getting back down thank fucking god i was tired of being stuck at 109lbs for so fucking long ugh it sucked. i didnt weigh myself today i havent had a bowl movements in a few days and that prob gonna fuck up the scale and b4 u say take laxs i cant i abused them to much b4 and i get extremly sick when i take them now so i cant tak them at all nemore not event he senna tea trust me i tried it.

yesterday i worked for 4hours and yeah that 4 hours was spent on my feet gotta love it constanly standing burns cals yes. then of course i had to stop and get gas ugh i swear gas is taking me broke its so fucking expensive then needed to make another trip to target(im there way to much. there i got some vitamin water zero(acia-blueberry-promgranate), tub of gum balls, emarld bay 100 cal nut packs, slim fast 100 cals snack bars, hose spray attachment thingy and 3 books. then after i finally got my ass home i washed my car now thats a good workout. i spent 2 hours doing it i washed it 3 times casue i coudlnt get it as clean as i wanted it to be and its still not but i was getting so tired from it 2 hours of scrubbing and shit is hard on ur body.

well o sjould prob go and start doing sometihng on that list of mine
love u all stay strong