Wednesday, April 20, 2011

4/20/11

guess who finally broke done and bought a bathing suit today i havent owned one in years an dimean years they scare they everliving fuck out of me but i bought one 2day just cause the boy said i should get one for when we go on vacation

so im taking a huge step here and showing u guys my suit and yes im wearing it and i was 107 lbs this morning this is what recovery did to my body im just so fat and gross an dmy stoamch needs a shit ton of work doen on it i need my stomach to b conccaved instead of blugging out at the lower part like it is now ijust need to lose like idk how much weight i would love double digits

but neway time to face the music here it is im sorry if my gross body revolts ppl




i worked 12-7 2day and ij ust kpet moving i had 3 fitting room shifts and normaly i spend my time standing there just u know doing nuttin taking a break from the ringing and talked to ppl and just all that retain entails but i decided that i would keep moving while i was in there i was so tired by the time i got outof there

my chest is starting to hurt again and i kept rubbing it al day i know the rubbing doesnt help it much but it makes me feel better well myhead feel better at least
andmy lungs are starting to hurt again i getting thta pain again n my back right were my ribs are o my lovely body is really drivving me nuts y can tit just stopped hruting for alil while

they asked me to work tomm but i told them it was my only day off this week so they said it was fine that i should enjoy my day off

i had the kids al il in the morning well ihad them for 2 hours and they completley tired me out P kept jumping on me she likes to beat up crazy girl N is all over teh place he is crawling now and he pulls himself up and B is hes just typical self

i have them tomm as well and i dont work so its me and the 3 of them well my mom will b there too but i get o sepnd hours with themand i just cant wait

so i kinda thought of a new plan its not like concrete or enthing but i was thinking that i could do half a protein shake for one meal and then another half of a protein shake for another meal and then a semi normal meal for the other idk if i will do that all the time but its something at least

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thin is everything- yeah i work alot and its retail so im constanly on mmy geet so i have to eat a li lmore just for i dont pass out in the store

anoyomous- i know i work alot but i have to in order to pay the bills

A- i do what i have to to get by u alwasy dow hat u have to no matter what

mich-yes my luandry is clean but its still not folded lol

9 comments:

  1. Your body looks fine. You are definitely not revolting. Are the top and bottom different or do they actually go together?

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  2. I don't think you look fat at all, but wow just read your stats & couldn't believe you were down to 80's, so thinspiational!

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  3. i dunno what you're talking about, your body is banging!! :)
    really it is..

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  4. i would kill for ur body! *hides gun*
    but seriously u look good as. your lower tummy is so toned and all muscle maybe thets why it isnt concave. thats a good thing it means people can tell uve been working out :)

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  5. You look gorgeous! And omg cute stars <3

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  6. i would kill for your body, you look great hun.X

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  7. I think you look beautiful the bathing suit was a good choice.

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  8. you will get that concave stomach, keep working at it :)

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