12/22/10

so gonna update now since idk if i will b able to update later tonite

first off how the fuck did i letm yself get so fat look at me im gross my stomach sticks out u cant c my hip bones were are my ribs and my abs and just ugh its time to get this weight off of me




the laxs worked really well yesterday i dont feel all gross nemore but im still far as all hell ugh
no1 liked my cookies well in my house at least i made them try them and they said they are disguisting i like them though and ima bring them to my aunts houro n xmas mayb some of my other family will like them who knows

i have to work today 12-8pm just shoot me now and im still not feeling good at all but iw ill deal with it and make it thorugh my day i hope that they dont put me on register all day again i dont like being on it all day id rather b on the floor folding and putting stuff away and then jsut a lil regsiter time not 8 hours straight u know what i mean

i just had a bowl of low sugar maple and brown sugar oatmeal(120 cals) and now im working on drinking a liter of water and a cup of green tea before work.
im going to bring a can of select harvest light savory chicken with veggies(180 cals) to work with me. and also some fruit as well.

im going to mayb have a lil fruit b4 i go to work as well just for i dont get dizzy again and nearly fall over.

idk what ima eat after work i think the boy is coming over so that depends on what i eat

love u all have a good day

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*lilah lee- i hate fractions witha passion u have no idea

claude-yay i hope that u like them