bullet point quick update list yup im lazy quick update on life
*recovery or replase give in or fight
*what is normal? what do nomral ppl eat?
*am i crazy? am i bipolar like everyone seems to think
*y bother to fight somthing thats been ingranined in my head for my hole fucking life?
*y am i alwasy broke?
*im losing my mind
*am i a good person?
*cant find a good job
*no vacation nemore i cant afford it so no 3 days alone with the boy
*im spiraling everyingting is sprialling
*i wanna cut
*i wanna starve
*i wanna purge
y canti just b happy?
I'm the same way. Always undecided. I ended up cutting, starving this week. And lost 2lbs. Now 95lbs with clothes. I want more.
ReplyDeleteHope you're feeling better.
The outfit is cute, but it sucks that you're feeling so down. Truly hoping that you start to feel better asap!
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LOVE your outfit!!
ReplyDeleteI ask myself those same questions pretty much every day. So at least I can say I don't think you're crazy.
...that, or we're both crazy.
Normal is boring.
Sorry about the vacation. :( You definitely deserve a vacation--I hope you can take one soon.
xoxox