Saturday, June 25, 2011



bullet point quick update list yup im lazy quick update on life

*recovery or replase give in or fight
*what is normal? what do nomral ppl eat?
*am i crazy? am i bipolar like everyone seems to think
*y bother to fight somthing thats been ingranined in my head for my hole fucking life?
*y am i alwasy broke?
*im losing my mind
*am i a good person?
*cant find a good job
*no vacation nemore i cant afford it so no 3 days alone with the boy
*im spiraling everyingting is sprialling
*i wanna cut
*i wanna starve
*i wanna purge

y canti just b happy?


  1. I'm the same way. Always undecided. I ended up cutting, starving this week. And lost 2lbs. Now 95lbs with clothes. I want more.

    Hope you're feeling better.

  2. The outfit is cute, but it sucks that you're feeling so down. Truly hoping that you start to feel better asap!

  3. LOVE your outfit!!

    I ask myself those same questions pretty much every day. So at least I can say I don't think you're crazy.

    ...that, or we're both crazy.

    Normal is boring.

    Sorry about the vacation. :( You definitely deserve a vacation--I hope you can take one soon.