bullet point quick update list yup im lazy quick update on life
*recovery or replase give in or fight
*what is normal? what do nomral ppl eat?
*am i crazy? am i bipolar like everyone seems to think
*y bother to fight somthing thats been ingranined in my head for my hole fucking life?
*y am i alwasy broke?
*im losing my mind
*am i a good person?
*cant find a good job
*no vacation nemore i cant afford it so no 3 days alone with the boy
*im spiraling everyingting is sprialling
*i wanna cut
*i wanna starve
*i wanna purge
y canti just b happy?