Saturday, June 25, 2011

6/25/11

outfit





bullet point quick update list yup im lazy quick update on life

*recovery or replase give in or fight
*what is normal? what do nomral ppl eat?
*am i crazy? am i bipolar like everyone seems to think
*y bother to fight somthing thats been ingranined in my head for my hole fucking life?
*y am i alwasy broke?
*im losing my mind
*am i a good person?
*cant find a good job
*no vacation nemore i cant afford it so no 3 days alone with the boy
*im spiraling everyingting is sprialling
*i wanna cut
*i wanna starve
*i wanna purge

y canti just b happy?

3 comments:

  1. I'm the same way. Always undecided. I ended up cutting, starving this week. And lost 2lbs. Now 95lbs with clothes. I want more.

    Hope you're feeling better.

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  2. The outfit is cute, but it sucks that you're feeling so down. Truly hoping that you start to feel better asap!
    <3

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  3. LOVE your outfit!!

    I ask myself those same questions pretty much every day. So at least I can say I don't think you're crazy.

    ...that, or we're both crazy.

    Normal is boring.

    Sorry about the vacation. :( You definitely deserve a vacation--I hope you can take one soon.

    xoxox

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