Sunday, August 7, 2011


well i sorta know my weight i have an idea of it atleast i went tot he gym yesterday and i weighed myself there in my cheering shirts soffee shorts and socks i took my shoes off its said 106.5 so i subtracted the clohtes the liter of water i drank and the too much food i ate b4 hand so i figured im still around the range of 102-103 lbs that i was in when i got busted and everythign got taken away

one of these days next weekim gon tot he gym with out eating or drinking nething b4 hand and weigh myself and try and get a more accurate reading i will bring a granola bar and eat it b4 my workout for i dont pass out

i nearly passed outyesterday after ym workout my head was co couldy i was so dizzy my vision was blurry and going in and out i was gonna call the boy to come and get me have some1 drive him there for he can drive my car home but i decided that i didnt wanna bug him or worry him so i just sat in the locker room for a lil drank some water till it calmed down a lil bit for i coud drive home

i made 2 computer backgrounds yesterday here they are


  1. nice backgrounds. i really like the sayings in them. they are so true. xo

  2. Your backgrounds are beautiful :) I wish I could do things like that but if my family saw my thinspo they would freak. I hope things get better for you and you get your scale back and such :D

  3. The second background is perfect.. Her arms is beautiful :)

  4. The backgrounds are beautiful, and I love the quotes!
    I feel so bad that you had to sit in the locker room alone all that time.
    I probably would have done the same thing, though.
    I hope you're feeling better now.
    Lots of Love!

  5. It seems like you're at a pretty low point right now, but it will get better sometime soon. Your boyfriend loves you and so do we - we want you to get better. I just wish you didn't have such crazy tummy troubles and could eat whatever, if you wanted to. I baked a bunch of vegan, gluten-free things over the past few weeks, and the next time I make some I will be bugging you for your address. You deserve to have some treats that won't put you in pain. <3 Chin up.

  6. Thank you so much for always reading and commenting on my blog. You are the one person from "this world" on blogger who still does that.

    I'm sorry I haven't been leaving comments on yours, but it's just because I'm trying not to feel to down on myself as I attempt to eat "like a normal person" (whatever THAT is, lol).

    Your weight is so low! You probably think I'm a fat cow (and I do too, sometimes), but I weighed 136.4 this morning, and I've been LOSING weight. Ha. I'm trying to get toned and stuff, though.

    It's great that you go to the gym so often. I can't wait for my college campus's gym to open back up at the end of this month so I can get my booty in better shape.

    By the way, your blog looks great! I haven't been on here since you had this background. It's lovely.

    I know you are going through rough stuff, but try to take care of yourself. <3

  7. I like the backgrounds, and I know you'r strong enough to get through these times, rough as they may be! xx

  8. I'm sorry you're having such a rough time. <3

    I've been such a bum the last couple of weeks; I've hardly been to the gym at all! I need an elliptical or a bike at home. I hate the treadmill, it always makes the bad Achilles tendon angry and inflamed.

    Hope you feel better!! xoxoxoxoxo