well i get my work schedule for next week late tonite so i will call my primamry doc tomm and make an appt for next week. i need to get my cholestrol checked, and then need to figure otu what is up with this sickenss i cant kick, and getm y stomach checked c whats up with that and what im allergic too and then c if i can get soemthing for my anxiety.
im just scared of what they will find like how bad did i fuck up my body with this ed my chest and heart pains arent nomral the fact that my lungs hurt an dicant breahe isnt nomral im just scared what if i really fucked myself up u know.
i fell this moring its like a daily thing i either fall or im close to falling i feel monday was really weak tues and wed and then i fell today ig ot up to pee took a step and down i went i grabbed my tv stand for it wasnt a hard fall but i feel none the less
yesterday at work was really hard i was so weak and in a daze and outof it i didnt know what was going on half the time an di was walking so slow barely picking my feet up i was thinking mayb if i didnt pickmy feet up then i had less chance to fall u know what i mean
i redsiegned my tat i decided that i didnt want something that bi gijust wanted soemtihng simpler and with a different quote the quote i choice means more to me then the other one so here it is
also in my daze after work i stopped at kohls and walked around i eneded up gettign another pair of moccassins in black this time then got 2 cropped sweater thingsy and flowly tank tops in pretty colors c
i have teh day off today and no kids to babysit so ma try and clean my room an dhopefullly get al il work out in go d do i need a workotu and then relax alot
loveall u guys
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ash-i dont knwo what ima do right now and thanx the shes are so comfy
ayden-im not a school perons so its jsut werid that im considering it
mich-yeah i was thinking aaobu tmedical coding and billing
Yeah, you sound like you're putting up with an awful lot right now. I think some rest will do you good.
ReplyDeleteI never used to be a school person either, but somehow I completely change lol. Maybe once you find something you're REALLY interested in, you'll enjoy studying it more?
Good luck with the doctor, hun. I hope it all goes well
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awe thats so much i hope it pans out okay! ya my doc usually doesnt comment on my weight sometimes the intake nurse does those ha we will see stay strong!
ReplyDeletei hope the doctor fixes you up :) yay for insurance!
ReplyDeletealso, the falling sounds really awful. i really hope you're okay, girl.
feel better soon xoxo
hope you're taking care of yourself hun, this falling down busy doesn't sound good.
ReplyDeletealso thank you so much for all your support and lovely comments, i'm sorry i don't comment more often.
love the clothes as well
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