so my insurance went thru dad tol me after work yesterday that he called and they told him if went thru so i am now back on my parents insurnace. dad tol me that ne hospital or speicatialst i go to to make sure that they are in the network dont ask fi they take it make sure they are in teh network. idk y everyone keeps saying the hsoptal y doesn teveryone think ima end up there
well i get my work schedule for next week late tonite so i will call my primamry doc tomm and make an appt for next week. i need to get my cholestrol checked, and then need to figure otu what is up with this sickenss i cant kick, and getm y stomach checked c whats up with that and what im allergic too and then c if i can get soemthing for my anxiety.
im just scared of what they will find like how bad did i fuck up my body with this ed my chest and heart pains arent nomral the fact that my lungs hurt an dicant breahe isnt nomral im just scared what if i really fucked myself up u know.
i fell this moring its like a daily thing i either fall or im close to falling i feel monday was really weak tues and wed and then i fell today ig ot up to pee took a step and down i went i grabbed my tv stand for it wasnt a hard fall but i feel none the less
yesterday at work was really hard i was so weak and in a daze and outof it i didnt know what was going on half the time an di was walking so slow barely picking my feet up i was thinking mayb if i didnt pickmy feet up then i had less chance to fall u know what i mean
i redsiegned my tat i decided that i didnt want something that bi gijust wanted soemtihng simpler and with a different quote the quote i choice means more to me then the other one so here it is
also in my daze after work i stopped at kohls and walked around i eneded up gettign another pair of moccassins in black this time then got 2 cropped sweater thingsy and flowly tank tops in pretty colors c
i have teh day off today and no kids to babysit so ma try and clean my room an dhopefullly get al il work out in go d do i need a workotu and then relax alot
loveall u guys
ash-i dont knwo what ima do right now and thanx the shes are so comfy
ayden-im not a school perons so its jsut werid that im considering it
mich-yeah i was thinking aaobu tmedical coding and billing