Saturday, March 5, 2011
thats the outfit that i wore last nite we went to red robin for dinner and out one freind went with us. ihad 2 onion rings some fries and mayb a lil less then half of my salad that i ordered.
me and the oby takled alil last nite casue im scaredof the doctor im scared if soemthing is really wrong and if ithere is its allm y fault cause im the one that has been starving themselves for years he said that if soemthing was really wrong it would of happened already so i shoudlnt worry about it just go get checked and take it from there i told him my weight and hes happy with it cause really 105 is pretty much my nomral weight neway buti hate that number and i was 95 lbs but i also dont wanna fuck mybody up nemore then it already is as u can tell my head is a mess
i gotta work 9 hours today gotta try and get thru it boy said i fi feel to bad to tell them that i shoudlnt jeopordize my health nemore then i already have but after work gotta rush to get home and showered casue we are going out to eat again im so happy that i get to c him again u have no idea i just dont wanna have to eat out again but that comes with it i guess but i cant wait to c him again after work hopefully it will make work go faster
and if onemore person tels me im malnourished and thats y i keep falling and am so sick ima punch them in the face tahts all i heard at work yesterday ur malnoursiehd do u eat balh balh lbah yes ass fucks i eat just cause i dont eat thousands of caloreis a day doesnt mean i dont eat an di just want it to sotp i want ppl to stop saying that and asking me questinos and judging me it just all needs to stop ugh
i had a banana and some grapes this mroing i was so dizzy i needed something i will prob just bring some fruit with me to work and then dinner later with the boy
well im off gotta go to work soon love u all