hey guys i need ur advice here
um i was trying to do better and iw as for alil while at least but i had a slip recently and the boy noticed cause stupid me pretty much stopped eating or barely ate nething i didnt mean to slip i was really trying but yeah it happened
but neway we were talking last nite well he was talking an di was trying to not have a panic attack but he said that he coudlnt watch me kill myself nemore that its jeopordizing our relationship. hes like u know it can kill u right and of course i know that and that my health has gone down and the reason that i have been so sick lately is prob cause of the ed.
so it looks like i will b getting a therapist and a nutrionist and trying to get help but i refuse to go to ip i refuse to admit myself cause ijust cant do that. i dont even think im sick enough for help but just the pain in hes eyes killed me last nite he wants me healthy he said we cant move on or do nething over teh summer unless im healthy and that ih ave to try to try and eat better to try and beat it. u guys know i hate this i hate the ed and everything that goes with it and i wish that i didnt have it and i dont wish it on my worst enemy so yeah looks like i will b loooking into help. i made him realize that this thing will never completely going away its about controlling it but it iwll always b there.
so question is what to expect? like what is therapy and treatment and all that like im so scared i hate not knowing what is gonna happen and ih ave a hard time opening up to ppl but for the girls that have been trhu treatment can u give me some insight on it please?
i just need to know what is gonna happen im 25 so i know they cant like lock me away ugh my head is such a mess some1 help calm it down please