"Cause sometimes you feel tired,feel weak, and when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up.But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strengthand just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give up
and not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse......Till the roof comes off, till the lights go outTill my legs give out, can’t shut my mouth.Till the smoke clears out - am I high? PerhapsI'ma rip this shit till my bone collapse" - eminem
srsly im leaaving the words right i am following them ig otta keep going til i collapse til i cant take nemore cause app no1 is gonna take me srsly til that happens until my body finally gives out and it just fails and collapes.
the girls at work are thrwoing around ideas about what could b wrong so far i got flu, vertigo and amenic so who knows what is relaly wrong i havent gotten a call bout mmy bloodwork yet so either nuttin is wrong or he didnt get them yet who the fuck knows.
i had a panic attack yesterday after i feel twice in a 5 minute span of time and ended up cutting its not bad cause were i fell i coudlnt reach my good razors so ijust had to pull apart a shaving razor im ok though it really calmed me down
i worked out for a lil yesterday and felt like so weak and like shit after but it was wroth it i did an hour of air bike and abunch of crunches
we are so not gonna talk about what i ate today ugh stupid gluten free dairy free choc sandwhich cookies mother fuckers are the fuckign devil and they dont even taste good they are chalky but who the fuck still eats them o yeah me
i manged to stay upright today well at work at least i had a few close calls were i got dizzy and weak and almost feel but i stayed up right at home ij ust let it happen cause theres no1 there that cares
i got to c my lil munchins today :) love them so much and i got them each a li easter stuffed animal from work had this cute lil things with a fat body they are just adorable and i couldnt not get it for them so i got a pink bunny, a yellow duck, and a sheep ithink its a sheep idk ha
also go tmyself a pair of cute boots and then went to bath and body works and got me 2 things of lotion and some spray vanilla spray i love me my vanilla
here are the boots
ok time for me to go workout and make myself fell even sick then i already am but i need to workout
love u all
skeleton strong-yeah i plan to get a second opinon if my bloodwork doesnt show nething casu ei knwo smething is wrong
mich- yes some docs are just morons this is the second nasel spray ihave been on one over the summer and one now i hate it so much and he doesnt understand im just oneof those ppl who have a constan stuffy nose it doesnt affect nething its just how i am o wow is ur mom ok?