7/25/10

102.2 102.2 102.2 yay yay ayay yaya hehehehehe

ima get in so much trouble for that number since im not suppose to go under 103 but godim so happy and i cant wait for it to go lower and lower and lower yes so excuted and happy loved thescale this morning usually i hate it cause it goes up or it doesnt budge but fuck yeah it went down this time about fucking time yay so so so so so happy :)

so i realized today when i was laying in bed not able to sleep that my period wasnt normal at all this month. it came on thrusday like nomral but it wasn theavy and i wasnt crampy or nething it was light way lighter then it should of been and then it went away and it was either not there at all or i was just spotting a lil. idk if my body was just to sick to b able to handle it or if its fomr the anitboitcs or if its something else completey. it cant b from my eating habits cause im on the pill so no mattter how lil i eat it still cmoes trust me when i got down to my low weight it was still come on time andd normal. but this month it just isnt at all so idk what to htink about it.

i went to michales today and deicded to buy a shit load of jewerly stuff heheh. i got 2 nice size cases of beads, 2rolls fo 25 meter.5mm elastic, 2 things of 3mm suede cord, and 2 differnt tihngs of letters. the letters one r silver and more nice looking and the others are diferent colors and more fun,

and then i went tot he dollar store and got 5 coloring bookins and a 48 pack of crayons

have u guys ever noticed tha the things we do to distract ourselves or to keep our heads sane and calm r the kinda things that childs do. i realized that last nite i have nutting wrong with it its just something i realized. i love coloring and i love making bracelets it keeps me so calm and everytthing

today ive been making braclets for god idk how long i just keep going i made osme last nite too ima post pics for u guys can c. they are mostly beaded ones. but i did make some with sayings. in case u cant read they say "love" "relax" "believe"

food log so far:
8am-meds and apple(60) and some water

while i was making jewlery
* 2 liters of water
*2 cups of hot tea promgrante berry
* choc chips-70 cals

4pm- meds an apple(60) and some water

idk what ima do for dinner or nething yet but i wil l figure that out later
my tongue feels kinda swollen either that or my throat idk but it feels weird

my bracelets