Tuesday, May 17, 2011

fuck it

i just had this long post wrote out and fuckign interent didnt post it so fuck it

short version b thankfully that ur parents acutally care enough to want to help you to watch you to make u eat cause how would u feel if u were throwing up int he bathroom with 3 other ppl in the house and no one cares or how when u go to eat soemthing and u have ppl telling u not to eat that or how ppl say y do u eat when it just hurts ur sotmach enway so be thankful that u have ppl that acutallly care about u that want to help u that are there for u that notice when u are sick not like me they dont notice when im sick nor do they care


  1. Your new design is really pretty, I love the flowered background for spring.

    I just want to give you a huge hug after all that has been going on. I know you think your family doesn't care, but they probably do. People are often in denial when they don't know how to help you, you know? We are here for you and want you to get better. If I lived nearby, I'd make you great treats that don't hurt your tummy, I swear! Actually, come to think of it, maybe I'll bake you something and mail it? Vegan&gluten free should cover it right? I could make you scones or cookies and you could freeze them and eat them as fast or slow as you'd like.


  2. I'm sorry you're feeling so crappy. :(

    I'm sure they do care about you and they love you; they probably just don't know what to say or what to do. Stupid, I know, but sometimes it's easier to pretend there's nothing really wrong rather than admit that someone you love is hurting themselves. It's no excuse for them not reaching out for you, but it doesn't mean they don't care.

    If you ever need to get out or get away, you know I don't live that far away! I would totally take you out on an adventure to take your mind off things for a while. There's plenty of weird roadside things out your way...


  3. im sorry sweetie. but we are in the same boat with that!