11/19/10

outfit



weight 101.4 bmi-16.9

had my orientatin for my new job today i basically spent almost hour and half filling out paperwork all those stupid tax forms and then watched the video. but i can pretty much wear nething i want which is a good thing and i asked about my earrings cause i have 9 holes in each ear and she said piercings jewelry and tattoos are fine cause they all have them so yay i dont have to take themout and i can wear my braclets to hide my self harm scars on my wrist. i start on sunday though work 1:30pm-6:30pm and i would get 1 15 minute break in that time if i work longer then 5 hours then its 1 15 and 1 30 min break and if u work all day u get an hour break and a few others i think im really gonna like it there she said she wants to get me trained for i can hopefully work register for black friday im a quick learner so that shoudlnt b a problem. but i will let u know how sunday goes though when that time comes.

took my mom to the bank and grocery store this morning b4 i had to go to the orientation she bought me a jar of pickles yay go mom i love pickles. but ive been dressed since 730 this morning and on the go since 11 well i took mom out at 830 but that doesnt really count cause i came home and relaxed a lil b4 heading out to the mall

but after the mall i went to target and shoprite to get the things i needed since i now have money i can get my things and not have to depend on my mom to buy it for me that was killing me

so at target got:
*3 vitamin water 0
*3 sobe lifewater 0
*crystal light drink mix green tea peach mango
*lipton green tea decaf tea bags
*celestial true blueberry tea bags
*flinstone sour gummy vitamins
*unbearable lightness by portia de rossi(i coudlnt help myself i had to have it)

shoprite
*pinapple
*cashews
*3 del monte 100 cal fruit cups( 2 blueberry 1 mixed berry)
*2 bags bella romaine lettuce
*salt free rice cakes
*cherry tomaotes
*old london croutons(dairy free)
*2 boxes maple brown sugar low sugar oatmeal
*tropicana light mixed berry juice(10 cals per serving)
* 3 mangos
*bag of green apples

so im all good with food for awhile so i shoudlnt have to go next week unless i run out of fruit it depends on how much of it i eat.
but i got the rice cakes to bring towork with me those will b my snack on breaks and the oatmeal will b my breakfast or my meal right b4 i go in it gives me energy and keeps me full

going to the lehigh university wrestling match with the boy tonite soima relax alil since ive been runnign aorund like a crazy person all day so its relax and read time b4 i have to get up and fixed my hair and eye makeup

food log so far
*130 cals worth of promgrante lemonade juice
*cashews(ate a few tomany it started to hurt my chest)
*liter of water
*mugh of decaf green tea

love u all

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sarah- i love broccoli as well but green beans are my fav

happiness is ont he outside-im glad that ur getting help and im always here for uhun just remember that ok yeah mom doesnt even bother me when i hide i tell herim having a hiding day and shes just like ok whatever gotta love that

dolcecaramel-yeahi m scared my kids are gonna end up being fuckedup like me as well but i will love them regardless and just try adn raise them right im sorry that ur havinga tough time but im always here for u hun

believe and thin_envy-thanx both of u and uw ill get down that low evenutally just stay strong