ima snap at ppl at work soon and they truth is gonna come out and then they are gonna feel bad for all their comments and jokes i just cant take ti nemore all the comments the jokes i just want them to stop i dont wanna hear it nemorei dont wanna hear how skinny i am o thas all ur eating no wonder ur so small and omg dani ur so small.
i got like idk 3 comments today one from a customer, one from cowroker and one frome on of my mangars
so first one was i was at the register like i was most of then day and the cusomter goes omg ur so skinny like shocken and my coworker goes yeah its cause she doesnt eat an dijust like shot my head up and idk if the cuspoter cuahgt on but she goes she prob just had a high metabolism.
then the last oneme an danother co worker was just joking around beingweird we were in the clearance section with 2 managers and she found a pait if xxxl running shorts and thes like omg it can fit 2 of us shes like get in so yeah we were bored she got in one short leg and i got int eh other and there was still room on my side my one manager goes omg dani ur so mcall look theres still room look how much room there is u need to eat.
i just cant take it nemore i just wanan snap and go u know what i have an eating disorder and it almost kille dme just shut up already.
nuttin much ealse happend today i worked 11-6 we got 3 more inches of snow yesterday so cleaning of my ice and snow covred car was fun cause it was windy an dit kept blowing backin my face.
i,a work out later im thinkng an hour of jogging in place is ikn need while i read my book or mayb air bike not sure which ones but def some crunches as well.
but found out the ginger ale helps settle my stomach my mom got some yesterday cause my sister was sick so i had some just like al il bit a few sips and ithelped so much so ima get me some diet ginger ale cause mom got the normal kind
got off of work tomm so its srunning around day def gym in the morning then target then 2 different grocery stores.
ima try out 2 new recipes tomm so need to go shopping to do that o and hey i updated my recipe page so yay for that
*can reducded sodium chicken noodle soup-160
* 4 italin cookies-?
*sf jellp cup-10
*4 ounches carrots-40
*handufl mike and ikes-?
Iliter of water
*small bite of bronwie?
*can of bumble bee white albacore tuna-120
*9 glutten free sesemae breadsticks-60
im thinkmgn abou thaving alil bowl of cie cream then some ginger ale and then iwill def work out
scarlet-yeah we get all 4 seasons here and january we ususally get alo tof snow ugh hate it and thanx hun
nee-thanx hun i feel hgue though and i dont c what u guys c
used for glue-thanx for that hun i really do apprecitate it ima have to talk to the boy c what he wants me to do i already knwo the answer he will want me to stop taking it so back to depression it will b hard to hit rock bottom again with it but i will survive. aww thanx hun and uw ill get there 2 u just have to stay strong if u ever wanna talk heres my email and msn firstname.lastname@example.org
bestlilskinnybitchintheworld-thanx hun i wish i could c what everyone elses sees but i cant
marsh.sarah-yeah ilove me my layers
sketletom strong-yeah ima prob have to stop taking them wich sucsk but iw illl deal i pertty much only getm y period cause of the fact im on mthe pill i doubt it woud come if ididnt take it
undesribale number one-wish i could rest but im incapable of that betweent work and the fact that my head never shuts up ugh. where do u live hun what state if u dont mind me asking
skinny_el-yeah snow fucks everything u pdoesnt it
beleive-just keep lookinga nd applyign u will find a job eventually u just cant give up
thin_envy- i love fruit and ur doing grea ton ur fast hun
sara-im tyring rust me
mich-i know weatherman r so stupid they enver know nehting they just guess an dit doesnt matter what so ever if they are wrong or right um the movie" an ex convict is just released from jail after 6 years for manslaughter he corssed paths with a lonely troubled teen and her new rid gordy pretty much just asks for a ride ha they all ehad out int eh same car she wants to cut loose and get away the driver likes her and the ex convict wants to decided whether to return to hes past or leave it behind" its really good def check it out