outfit for 2nite i decided to go casual today its been raining well it finally stopped but still i felt like being comfy. i feel like a fat ass and gross but ugh
but heres the outfit
due to the rain i coudlnt go for a run today i could of went to the gym but i was in one of my i dont wanna c neone moods and ijust wanted to go for a run and block out the rest of the world but i coudlnt do that cause of the damn weather. it rained all day yesterday and most of today. o it also rained monday and tuesday as well dont u just love jersey weather enough with the rain already.
today as soon it started to clear up and i would get up to pu tmy shoes on it would start pouring today so yeah i didnt get my run in evenutally i just gave up tryin gand i showered straightend my hair repainted my nails and tonails and yeah it cleared up after that of course.
i convinced my mom to buy me apples today yes i did and she got me a hole bag of the green ones which are currently in my fridge yes. and tahts all i got in there besides some jello and some applsesauce. she also got some lettuce today as well that i can steal and make salads yes. i was starting to freak out bout what i was gonna eat cuase i was outof everything but dont have the money to buy nehitng but she fixed that all now i got my apples and salad and everything is all good :)
im having the worse hugner pains right now which im not use to i usually dont feel hunger ij ust eat out of boredum or cause i know i have to not out of hunger but damn does it hurt so bad right now and its making me feel nasouses but i cant eat i just cant i gotta save the cals for dinner with the boy later maybi iwill make some tea or something.
*cup of sodium free chicken broth-10
*salad-lettuce(20) tomato(15) peppers(10) pickle(0) wine vinage dressing(0)
*2 liters water
*2 cups tea(orange and peppermint)
*1 hour joggin in place-374 cals burned
and thanx again to everyone for the comments on my last post. i know that he just cares and he thinks that hes trying to help in the way that he thinks is right. see he is not much of a junk eater really hes not a junk eater at all so he thinks that ishoudlnt eat junk either but he knows if it was up to me i wouldnt eat at all and if he gave me a choice between junk and real food i would choice the junk everytime im more of a dessert person then a food person.
and yes he makesme eat ice cream buthe knows that i love i ce cream so much but hopefully he donest make me eat it or much of it nemore cuase i dont feel like being in pain
but one day he will understand i know he will never understand completely cause u cant fully understand this disease unless u have it but hes trying an dilove him so