so i acutally got a lecture on eating chocolate from the boy. u think he would b happy or proud of me for acutally eating soemthing that was bad for me yeah no i was wrong so i got a lecture.
hes like" choc has no nutriontal value at all u wont eat meat and u exercise so much and then u eat choc its bad for u u should b eating it u should b eating nutriontal stuff"
and then he said that i shouldnt b drinking tap water nemore cause thats bad for ur skin and then he got on b for my eating habits i told himi was eating and i was eating enough hes like what does that mean and im like am i eating yes do i eat like a normal person no and then ihad to tell him what i ate yesterday and he told me that i have to eat.
like i eat i do eat hell we all eat we jsut dont eat like a normal person would he wants me to go shopping with the money my mom gave me and getmsyelf some fruit and stuff buti cant cause i have to put that money in the bank for i can pay my bills well i cant pay my bills but ever dollar counts
today was spent in front of the computer its been raining and windy all day damn tropical storm so yeah i had to stay home.
and im tired of staring atm y computer screen and im tired of filing out applications bu ti had to do it.
i filled out 5 today and only got an immediate no from one so that was a good sign. they last one i did gave me a huge headache the assessment was like word problems and shit like that im not good at word problems at all like y do i have to know that to run a cash register at michaels idk i coudlnt tell me
i think ima just spend the rest of the day being lazy and laying aroundi m so tired i dont wanna move i was suppose to run in place for an hour today yeah i only made it 40 minutes hopefully the storm will b gone tomm and i can go tot he gym
*cup of sodium free chicken broth-10
*2 small tomatoes cut up w garlic powder-30
*2 slices dry wheat toast-180
*2 and half liters of water
*vitman water 0
*cup of hot oragne caffeine free tea
*40 mins jogging in place- 244 cals burned
thanx guys u are all the best and i was working on cutting it all out completely itj ust gets expensive cause there is milk in wheat bread and granola bars there is milk in alot of things u wouldnt think of but im working on it right now sincei dont have money i have to eat the bread my mom has but ti doesnt hurt to bad it just kicks up my scid refluz buti dont get the stomach pain i woudl get feom say choc or ice cream
ash- hm i will have to look into that thanx
skeleton strong- i will def look into that thanx cuase the boy does make me eat ice cream but ima b a bitch and not eat ne junk cause of what he said