9/8/10

so i went groacery shopping today u have no idea how hard it is to get what u need when u only have $20 normally i would just pick up what i needed and just use my credit card but i dont have that luxury nemore wiht me out of a job i have to b more careful with my money and i just cant use my credit card whenever i want. so i had $20 in cash yes thats all i had and thats alli will have untili get my unemploymnet ormy check from work he still owes me for the 2 days i worked so lets hope i acutally get that money. at the store i got:

*tea bags(green tea promgrante berry)

*turkey club pre made salad

*bag of 3 romaine hearts

*1 cucumber

*4 cans of bumble bee white albargue in water tuna

*cantalope

*2.69 lbs of bananas(they were 39 cents a lb so)

all that was $17 yes food adds up here. i really want grapes but they werent on sale adn they were 1.99 a lb so i coudlntget them its sad

while i was eating my salad i totally realized that i dont like turkey lunchmeat but i coudlnt waste it and thru it out cause that was $3 and those $3 could of been used on somethng else so i ate it i picked out the bacon that was in it though.

i manged to cut up my cantlope with out cutting myself thats a goodthing last time i cut myself trying to cut it but successi didnt and it was so juicy so yes go me i got a good one :)

my one coworker txted me today shes stillt here she only works 2 days a week just for some extra money cause she does have a real job as a dentist he just wanted to c how i was doing and all she said that the ass of a boss hasnt said nething about me but that shes glad i ahd an out and im not there nemore that i should take my time find what i really want to do to make my own path which is true. she doesnt wanna b there nemore either and shes planning on leaving within the year she also said that she missed me so i told her to txt me when hes not there and i will come up and visit her a lil :)

i ate to much already today but i got a new plan for tomm since i got allm y fruit and stuff now so heres the plan starting tomm

breakfast-fruit

lunch-salad, soup or veggies

dinner-same as lunch

if iomeed a snack during the day somedays my heart is worse then others i can have a granola bar or some more fruit

its not a concrete plan cause i will prob have fruit whenever caus ei love fruit so much but its what i nomrally eat neway when i have the food so yeah back to eating healthy nomore eatin gmy moms junk allthe time i can lose some more weight yay for that :)

i started the second book in the pretty little liars series today and i love it so far im def going to readmore later

i always bring a book wiht me to the gym and read while im working out i know weird but i like it and i get anhour of uninterrupted reading in i usually just do elly so its easy to read and do that at the same time

i did elly for 65 mins today i did the around the world hill workout on level 8 i burnt 473 cals :)

now if i coudljust stop eating junk then everything will b all good me and my damn sweet tooth

tomm will b bbetter then today i know it will cause today was better then yesterday food wise so it will just keep going like that

i really have to tear my room apart i cant find my pedometer watch i havent seen it in days andi feel nakced witho ut it so i need to find it soon

love ua ll

so i have a stupid question for u all right now u know how some of u have those tabs at the top or ur blogs with like stats or thinspo or just books u like how did u do that? i know im stupid and i cant figure it out but i would love to add them if some1 knows how if u dont then no worries